It still give me Pain
its been a long time that i dah lupa about my blog. so here am i. i have nothing to share cause it still the same. the feeling wont go away no matter how hard i try to let it go. nak rant about my new bf yay got new bf but at what cost? the pain still there, the trauma still there. well i should tell here my journey ke? i dont think so but if this can ease my pain. why not kan? i have alot to share maybe. lol, tadi cakap takda benda nak share. i guess sadness, pain, trauma, heart ache, make it hard to opened up. it still the same.. i still cant opened up most of the thing that bothered me to anyone. its not that i dont want to. it just i dont know where to start, how to say it, to whom i should tell. i dont know and most of the time i feel like i cant say anything that bothered me cause i always end up crying. i hate myself when i cry. i start to cry over everything. i start to cry untill i cant breath. i will...